In 7 hours and 40 minutes (give or take a few seconds), my little girl will get on her first school bus and head off to her first day of preschool at P.G. Chambers School in Cedar Knolls, NJ.
I AM FREAKING!!! And I haven’t gone to bed yet!
I have been so excited for this moment and played it out so many times in my head. I imagined celebrating after Josephine rides off into the sunrise.
Instead, I will be following her bus, most likely in tears, to make sure she is all settled and adjusting to her new school. After all, Josephine will be there every day from 9:00 am – 3:00 pm, so should be comfortable and happy.
Butterflies are racing around my stomach as I type. Don’t know if I will be able to sleep. Not what I expected. I thought I was stronger than this. Then it hit me…I am a MOM whose daughter is going to school for the first time. Why wouldn’t I cry? Why wouldn’t I be nervous? I am a mom who’s had a companion (no matter how loud the cries or how frustrating the days) since August 27, 2008. And now she’s leaving.
Wow! It’s a lot to take in and process.
I’ll check in with ya once I am back home from school, as long as I can type through my tears of happiness, sadness, nervousness and most of all, PRIDE.
My little girl is going to school. Wow!